just to be myself

sometimes i feel confident with myself
sometimes i feel not confident with myself
sometimes i think i am pretty

sometimes i think i am ugly
sometimes i am strong

sometimes i am weak

sometimes i think i can settle all the things

sometimes i feel i can do nothing

sometimes i am positive thinker

sometimes i am negative thinker
sometimes i can be happy just because a little matter

sometimes tears drop just because a little matter
sometimes i can be independence

sometimes i am very dependence
sometimes i can calm down and settle the cockroach that accidentally flied in my room
sometimes i will scream and hope people help me to settle that cockroach
sometimes i feel proud with myself

sometimes i feel myself a useless thing

just to be myself

but i lost myself.....